Never Enough Time

Ever notice how quickly the days just rush by? Like living life in hyper speed? It was just Christmas 2005, now I turn around and already it is summer '06! It freaks me out when I really ponder it. If I could just reach out and grab the hand of time to slow things down, I would. If only time was a tangible thing. I have dealt with issues of wanting to be in control, I am sure that is why it is so mind boggling and against my nature to except life and role with it. There is nothing we can do about it, so it is silly to obsess. I suppose it is the nature of things. Time ticks on. So if you choose to get bound up and stagnant the only one your hurting is yourself. Time dutifully marches on with or without you . That is why it is so freeing to forgive and let go of the issues that trip us all up. Forgiveness is a choice and really isn't even about the other person, it is like freeing yourself from a ugly cage you had the lock and key to all along. I feel the sooner you learn a lesson, the sooner you won' t be stuck being bound to repeat it. Once you "get" something that test is over, and it's like God is going, " okay, Ahna what should we work on next!" Hmmm, I have given Him lot's of choices so what will it be now? Ha, ha...